Expression & blame

The toughest thing is to want to express yourself but not to know how. And if you do know how (e.g., photography, essays, ect.), is it worth doing when you don't know wheather anybody will see and understand it? The thing is that even if one person sees it, it will be worth it. I write here all alone with no followers... and actually I don't care if anyone sees it. All I care about is that I did everything on my behalf for that to happen - I wrote. So you have the right to blame yourself only if you didn't do everything that was in your forces. But just YOURS.

Sound at your FingerT-I-P-S

Have you ever had this feeling of wanting to write something? I mean something, ANYthing, just for the sake of writing? I have and it's here now. It's in me and my fingertips. I just love the feeling at the fingertips... maybe it's because of the keyboard that's soooo lovely to touch :) But, there's another thing - making this space more lively, filling it with letters. Of course, if I wasn't writing, the space wouldn't even appear, but... but... it feels like making this world a fuller place :) just leaving something after yourself... something that might become alive in someone else... alive. Perhaps that's what's it all about.

Others inside you

"I won't give anything to anyone because nobody gives me anything"... Are you just a reaction to the world? Where is the positive side of you, where is YOU (nobody says "where is my positive book?")? Don't consciously be just a projection of others, a creation of others.

Ride your jeep!

Sit at an old tree in the middle of a huge green meadow. A meadow with no roads, no hints of the way that can lead you to some place. But why be attached to the place that is shown by a road, by a road built by people who all need to go there? Or do they? Do they need it or are they afraid of choosing another direction because it has never been walked before? You can be the one after which people will build a road. But even if they don't build it - who cares? Your life is short, unique and all the "shoulds" lie in your head. Grab the wheel of your life firmly and go for your way. You may need a jeep to get through. Just don't forget to get a CD player (Sinatra's "I did it my way") may encourage you and show you that you're not the only one riding a jeep and not taking the easy way.

Get them like Coffee

As you have your morning coffee... put all your wishes into your cosy cup (it's cosy, isn't it?), drink it and smell it.. feel your wishes so physically near you... get them like coffee.

Good morning and good aspirations!

The Guts

It's easier to be unhappy. There's no effort and there's a reason not to be happy on every corner - a rainy day, a cold tea, a crumb on the floor. If you want to be unhappy, you'll have it at once.. there's no easier thing. Happiness is in your mind, evey life, every event and every thing is (viewed in) interpretation. It takes bravery to acknowledge the fact that it's all in your hands, that it's you who has to build the happiness. Perhaps this path isn't chosen as it looks difficult. But here I remember one epizode from "Indiana Jones" where he had to take a step into nothing while searching for the Holy Grail. What made him better than others was the bravery to take the one single step (he found out there was a step and he didn't fall down) and the further path was easy. You have to prove to life and to yourself that happiness is in your hands, it's YOUR job (yes, it's big work with yourself), that it's you who creates your interpretation and not others (commercials, religion, economics... whatever).. and - you're on your way to the Holy Grail... or, I should say, YOUR Holy Grail.

Lightyears in your Eyes

When mornings are sweet and evenings are primrose.. when you smell life in the city and love alive in a pie... when you breate the breeze of inspiration that opens your eyes, cleans your lungs and sets your hair free... when the air moves through your smiling teeth and tells your tongue to say inspired things... when you don't forget to say good morning to the Sun and goodnight and I love you to the starlight that travelled lightyears to see you... I think, that's when you live. Live every part of it in you, with you and for you. Love yourself, have that magical life in your eyes... Happiness attracts happiness, let your eyes be the happy place.