Expression & blame

The toughest thing is to want to express yourself but not to know how. And if you do know how (e.g., photography, essays, ect.), is it worth doing when you don't know wheather anybody will see and understand it? The thing is that even if one person sees it, it will be worth it. I write here all alone with no followers... and actually I don't care if anyone sees it. All I care about is that I did everything on my behalf for that to happen - I wrote. So you have the right to blame yourself only if you didn't do everything that was in your forces. But just YOURS.